THE MOST DIFFICULT PERIOD OF LIFE
I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WILL FEEL AS STRANGE AS NOW! I LOOK AT THE MIRROR AND I SEE THAT I AM GROWN UP. THIS IS THE END OF MY CHILDISH DREAMS. I AM SO SORRY FOR THAT! I WOULD LIKE TO BE AGAIN THAT INNOCENT CHILD WITH DIRTY CLOTHES, SITTING IN THE PAVEMENT, EATING ICE-CREAM AND JUST DREAMING. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER MYSELF LIKE THAT. I WAS EXTRMELY THEN, BECAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT MEANS “SADNESS”. I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD ALWAYS FEEL IN THE SAME WAY, BUD SADLY IT ISN’T TRUE. WITH PASSING OF THE TIME, SOMEHOW I “HAVE OPENED” MY EYES AND HAVE ENTERED IN THIS STUPID WORLD. I MEAN JUST NOW I AM ABLE TO UNDERSTAND MANY THINGS AND I KNOW THAT LIFE ISN’T AS PERFECT AS I HAD IMAGINED. LIFE ISN’T FAIR, ESPECIALLY NOWDAYS.
I HAVE MET A LOT OF CHARACTERS AND I DON’T LIKE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE SO SELFISH, BAD-HEARTED, HARMFULL! I ASK MYSELF:”WHY PEOPLE HURT EACH-OTHER? IS IT TRUE THAT THEY ENJOY MAKING THE OTHERS UNHAPPY?
I LOOK HIGH AND LOW BUT I CANNOT FIND THE ANSWERS. I JUST HEAR THESE EXPRESSIONS:”THE LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS”, “IT’S A WASTE OF TIME TO COMPLAIN”, “ENJOY YOUR LIFE”
I LISTEN TO THEM CAREFULLY AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. IT IS A REAL MESS INTO THE WORLD OF MY OPINIONS AND I CAN’T SELECT MY LIKES AND DISLIKES. MAYBE IT SEEMS FUNNY, BUT IT’S TRUE. SO, THAT’S WHY I NEED TO BE WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE, PROTECT AND LIKE ME THE BEST BECAUSE JUST THEY CAN HELP ME TO SOLVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS AND TO THINK CLEARLY.
THE PEOPLE WHO SACRIFICE AND LOVE ME A WORLD ARE MY PARENTS. THEY BACK ME UP AND I SHARE WITH THEM MY GOOD AND BAD MOMENTS. THEY ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF MY HEART, SO THEY MAKE MY LIFE WORTH OF LIVING.
IN THE END, I JUST CAN SAY THAT ALL TEENAGERS ARE FACING WITH A LOT OF PROBLEMS AND THEY FEEL CONFUSED. THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES THEM FEEL LIKE THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE OLIVE, IS PARENTS’ LOVE. ALL WE NEED THIS KIND OF LOVE, BECAUSE THIS IS A REASON THAT OBLIGATES US TO STRUGGLE BRAVELY. IT IS TRUE THAT WE OFTEN ARE IN CONFLICT WITH THEM BUT I THINK THAT THEY MUST UNDERSTAND MORE…IN THIS AGE WE ARE MAKING UP OUR PERSONALITIES AND OF COURSE WE NEED HELP. I DON’T THINK THAT IT’S NECESSARY TO SHOUT US EVERY TIME WE DO MISTAKES. THEY MUST REMEMBER THAT: “NOBODY IS PERFECT”. BUT HOWEVER I DON’T LIKE TO COMPLAIN, BECAUSE LIFE ISN’T AS TERRIBLE AS I AM DESCRIBING! LIFE IS A”BUILDING”THAT HAS BEEN BUILT BY PEOPLE. WE MUST ENJOY IN IT, SO MY DEAR COEVALS LISTEN TO MY ADVICE; “DON’T WORRY, BE HAPPY!”…
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